I desire you
My heart wants more than anything to feel yours
I ‘love’ you
Yes! I feel a somewhat perverted love for you.
I see your face late at night when I lay alone and dream of cuddles
I see you
You once told of the ability of emotions to make one a fool
Today, your words prove true
For beyond anything
I know we can’t be but I still dream of you.
I hear the fast pace my heart beats when I am near you.
I do not want this!
You have nothing true to give me
I’m sorry it feels like I bash you
But the futility in this desires has me beating myself up and blaming you for it.
I want to fall, head over heels in love with you.
But how can we do this
If I’m separated from love and you don’t know him