I desire you 

My heart wants more than anything to feel yours

I ‘love’  you

Yes!  I feel a somewhat perverted love for you.

I see your face late at night when I lay alone and dream of cuddles

I see you

You once told of the ability of emotions to make one a fool

Today, your words prove true

For beyond anything

I know we can’t be but I still dream of you.

I hear the fast pace my heart beats when I am near you.

I do not want this!

I do!!

You have nothing true to give me

I’m sorry it feels like I bash you

But the futility in this desires has me beating myself up and blaming you for it.

I want to fall, head over heels in love with you.

But how can we do this

If I’m separated from love and you don’t know him